Fast...

My life is suddenly taking so many turns, so very fast.
Gary has decided to get help, but I can't wonder right now if it's not too late. I'm not going to post on here for the world to see everything that has happened. I'll tell you that he has killed almost everything inside of me. When I am around him, I feel nothing but fear. I put up a wall, not on purpose, but it's still there, and I can't be happy or sad, only fearful and angry. I know that's not healthy.
We've decided together that my moving to Georgia is what's best for all of us; myself, the boys, and him. I can't be near him... It gets worse with each passing day and I'm afraid of shutting down altogether.
I need to get going. I'm on a countdown to Georgia (27 days) and I have to go to work today and talk to my boss. Talk to you all soon.