By this time tomorrow...

By this time tomorrow, Gary will be gone. I will be single for three long months. Without the perks of being single, of course! ;) I am seriously trying to make this a laughing, joking matter. I just absolutely hate it when he goes away. And it will be happening more and more as time goes on. I am so worried about how the kids are going to handle it. And I'm worried about Gary. I know I'm going to be busy, and while yes, I will miss him, I will be fine. Sadly, I've gotten used to doing things alone. Truthfully, he doesn't do much while he's here. He is my shoulder though when things go wrong, and that's what I'll miss.... Because inevitably, something will go drastically wrong while he's gone. It always does.
To be honest, I think he's trying to make me angry with him these days. I don't know if he thinks that it makes things easier for me or what the deal is. It really doesn't make things easier, it makes me feel guilty for being angry when I know he won't be around and I only have a few hours left with him. And right now, it really is just hours. In less than 23 hours, I'll be dropping him off at the airport.
Well, that's all I have for now. Talk to you all later....