Randomness...

I was going through my BlackBerry today and was looking at the hundreds of pictures... All so random. I can't bring myself to delete them. Some of them are cute, and some are just hilarious. Some of them are just good times, and some are things that I'm just proud of. Some are even random people...
I decided to share a select few... There were well over a thousand, so when I say few, I'm sorry to say it's a lot more than a few! LOL...
There's a pic of me on a coworkers Porsche, turns out he didn't like that so much... Oops.
There's random pics that I've taken when I didn't feel like smiling just to make myself smile... Don't ask, it just works.
There's pics of the kids in time out... There were just so cute! :)
There was my Macky Mack... I love that puppy...
There was one of my favorite Christmas presents, the UGA hat...
My Chiquita baby...
My tattoo...
A Merry Christmas note I left on the conference room board at work before I went on vacation...
Me wearing my favorite scarf and hat...
Me getting my hair dyed...
Visiting Micheal at his school...
A bottle of Smirnoff...
The diaper the babysitter put on backwards... LOL...
My boots...
The Christmas tree...
Me at work...
The boys getting hair cuts...
The boys at the FRG Christmas party...
Kaylynn stealing an apple from Al at work...
Halloween...
Thanksgiving...
Christmas...
Fuzzy socks...
My best friend in the whole world...
And his truck...
Al, with the hard hat that I bought for him after throwing way too many random objects at his head while at work...
Micheal's school picture...
Like I said, lots of randomness... I love each and every one of them and just wanted to share them... :)

He doesn't know me anymore...

That's what I was told last night folks... And the truth is, I think he's right. But the real truth of the matter is I'm not sure that he ever really knew me at all. I think he had an image of what and who he wanted me to be made up in his head and he decided that's who I was. I know I have changed, but I haven't changed that drastically.

Happy New Year's!!!

Well people, it's that time of year again... The first. Happy new year! I'm glad to have made it another year and I'm glad that you guys did too...
I keep sitting and thinking about my resolutions. I don't really have any this year other than to just find what makes me happy. I know I need to do what's best for me and the kids, so I'm going to work on finding that.
Well, I need to get going, but you will definitely be seeing more of me...

Pray for me...

I'm about to do something today that could affect the rest of my life... I'm not sure right now if that's a good thing or a bad thing. I know things have got to change. The most I can ask for right now is prayer that things go the way that they are supposed to. I am not 100% sure how things are supposed to work out or that I have made the right decision, but I know that life has got to be better than it has been. Life is about more than mind games and who can tick the other off the most. Life is about more than hurting each other.
Please just pray. And then pray some more.

Taking a moment...

So much has changed this year... I can't even begin to explain it all right now. All I can say is that I'm hoping that the new year is much better than this one. I know it will be. It's definitely going to be a ride.
I really hope that you will all join me on my journey and continue to support me as you have in the past.
Well, I'm going to get going, but I promise that I have not forgotten you all and I promise to explain it all at a later date...

Grrrr....

Hello people! I apologize for still not keeping my word and getting on here to update. I will tell you that there are some things going on that I just don't want to talk about, and I think that's part of what keeps me off here.
Right now I'll talk about good things. The trip to Savannah was a much needed break. I almost wish I could go back, but I missed the boys terribly. I made some very good business contacts while I was there as well, which is always a good thing.
Work is going great. My department is growing, which is fantastic, that means I'm doing something right and they have faith in me. I have two assistants and by January I should have three. I have my review coming up on Tuesday and it's so funny, with Walmart I would have been a wreck, here I am EXCITED!!!
The boys are fantastic! I'm going to see if I can upload some pictures that I have on my Blackberry tonight... We have some really cute goofy pictures from going out. They are getting so big too... I have this picture of Micheal next to my bed from where he was about 2 weeks old and I can remember that day like it was yesterday. I hate that they are growing up so fast. I feel like I am missing out on soooo much.
Well, that's about all for now....

Hello Readers and Friends...

I apologize that it again has been so long since I have written. I always mean to, but it gets so hard sometimes to get the chance.
Today I am writing you from the beautiful Savannah, Georgia, I am on a business trip and I have to say that I am probably staying at one of the nicest hotels I've ever been to. It is the Westin Resort. Look it up, it'll take your breath away. I, however, have been nearly at tears almost the entire time I've been here. As many of you know, I never leave my children with anyone. Thewy have never been away from me for more than a few hours. Well, I can't take them on business trips... No matter how much I try to explain that to the boss, he just continues to tell me no. LOL.... So here I am, all alone.
The flights were fun. I actually travel quite well when I'm alone. I was nervous that I would make some drastic mistake, but thus far I have been good. I even met some people that I will be hanging out with later tonight. They're all here for the same conference.
Well, I've got to get running, I'm gonna grab a late lunch. I finally got all my things put away and I just want to relax until the meeting tonight....
Talk to you all very soon!